HAPPY BIRTHDAY KITTY!

i <3 Gatorade!

u know everybody have their favorite gatorade flavor that keeps them goin stong and entergetic? (i have this theory, one of many possible explanations why kitty is hyper and has neverending energy ALL THE TIME, that kitty might have had a gatorade iv when she was tiny and she has been overdosed with the everpowerful elecrolites of gatorade. crazy but could explain a bunch! :P) well my favorite flavor is...*massive drumroll while the crowd leans in and listens intinsly in anticipation* RIPTIDE RUSH!
oh kayyyy so that whole thing might of been alittle strange but with me, well what is to be expected??
oh my gosh guess what
*what??!?!?!*
I RAN A MILE IN 6:31 TODAY IN GYM CLASS!!! HOW EXCITING IS THAT???!?! and mrs. wilkins (my creepy girls pe teacher, but atleast she's better then my elementary art and gym teachers both who turned out lesbian...) asked about what sport i did and i looked at her all confused and asked if she was talking about a school sport. she said she was and i said i didn't do a school sport. so before she went off on me (again) about how i needed to do something because that was part of a good hs education and how i had "talent" i said that i danced 7 1/2 hours a week. she said wow ur in really good shape and i said i know it's really hard. and then for the hundreth time she asked if that was like a cheer team. annan and i have been trying to get it into her head since the beginning of the semester that if had NOTHING to do with cheering and it's like pointe, ballet, jazz, tap and stuff but apperently we talk and she turns us on mute if she doesn't want to hear it.
have to go to bed! not really tired but i will b in the morning!
xoxox
2 WEEKS AND 1 DAY UNTIL MY BIRTDAY!!

wow this is amazing!

So here we are.
If it can be broke then it can be fixed.It's all under control.If it can be lost then it can be won.All you need is time.We promised the world we'd tame it, what were we hoping for? A sense of purpose and a sense of skill, a sense of function but a disregard.Breath in, breath out.I'm shaking hands with a hurricane.It's a colour that I can't describe,It's a language I can't understand.Ambition, tearing out the heart of you.Carving lines into you.Dripping down the sides of you.

just got done...

just got done wrapping and signing and getting everything perfectly amazing for kitty's birtday this wednesday! ahhh- i'm so excited for next weekend because we are having a joint b-day thing and my mom is bringing CAKE!! fabuloso i know!

2 WEEKS AND 3 DAYS UNTIL MY 15 BIRTHDAY!

la la la la
Check yes JulietAre you with me?
Rain is falling down on the sidewalk
I won't go until you come outside
Check yes Juliet
Kill the limbo
I'll keep tossing rocks at your window
There's no turning back for us tonight
Lace up your shoes
A O A O ah
Here's how we do
Run baby run
Don't ever look back
They'll tear us apart
If you give them the chance
Don't sell your heart
Don't say we're not meant to be
Run baby run
Forever will be You and me
Check yes Juliet
I'll be waitingWishing, wanting
Yours for the taking
Just sneak out
And don't tell a soul goodbye
Check yes Juliet
Here's the countdown
3...2...1... now fall in my arms
Now they can change the locks
Don't let them change your mind
Lace up your shoes
A O A O ah
Here's how we do
Run baby run
Don't ever look back
They'll tear us apart
If you give them the chance
Don't sell your heart
Don't say we're not meant to be
Run baby run
Forever will be You and me
We're flying through the night
We're flying through the night
Way up high,
The view from here is getting better with
You by my side
Run baby run
Don't ever look back
They'll tear us apart
If you give them the chance
Don't sell your heart
Don't say we're not meant to be
Run baby run
Forever will be...
Run baby run
Don't ever look back
They'll tear us apart
If you give them the chance
Don't sell your heart
Don't say we're not meant to be
Run baby run
Forever will be You and me
You and me
You and me

i feel like my life might be falling into place again. and i might finally be listening to the people around me because i have finally realized they care so much that they always want me to be happy. only one more thing to take care of tomorrow and then I'M FREE!!!

ta da!!

we had a 1 dismissal today so i'm totally bored. all of our classes were only 50 min but they seemed like FOREVER and i cut myself this morning shaving in 2 places (which i NEVER do) and they are STILL bleeding! ahh and they hurt...:( but i have the cutest little band-aids (the worlds cure of the one and only boo boo queen- c'est moi!) to put on them so ALL BETTER!
g2g read blood and chocolate!
la la la la
i think it's going to thunderstorm... maybe time for an amazing walk-i'm serious u haven't lived until u've sung in the RAIN! it's not weird i promise, i do it all the time! ;D hey pat u should come 2!! jk!
happy day! *smiles*
oh and i can't wait till monday!!

ello ello ello!

oooook! so today was the FIESTA (ai ai ai!) ((hehehe)) and i stayed after to decorate and to represent the small portion of those of us who parle un francais! we made it look so cute and like a little cafe! (everybody say awww!)
anyways i have to go to tap class and i'm so jealous of annan b/c she's not going b/c she's going to see her sister elementry school talent show. (ok now u can say awww big time for real!)((there's this little guy singing hey there dilihla (???spelling???to lazy) but he doesn't have a low voice at all and it's too cute!
g2g but i'll b back at 10ish!

just got home from ballet/pointe!

i'm so tired and hungry and i have to go change out of my clothes but i would just like to say i cannot (i love spelling cannot that way!) wait until the weekend! ahhh- sleep!

here's my artistic compulsions before i go to bed

the icy voice breaks through my conscience
falters at the entrance but only for a split second
enough to realize that this simple thought could redeem it
could make it turn around and prevent all the reactions
all the pain
all the agony
all the hurt
all the wake of disaster it will leave
but that one humane thought
is rejected
like the new kid on the first day of school
thrown out the as soon as it walks in the mind
for the voice has one purpose and one purpose alone.

the icy voice enter through my conscience
and travels deep into my soul
it sees and almost admires
all the good
all the joy
all the excitement
all the gracefulness for having great friends and enjoying them always
but this isn't what it is looking for
it pushes farther down
watching the moments and memories i treasure the most
but it doesn't stop
for the voice has one purpose and one purpose alone

the icy voice invades my conscience
and searches thoroughly
because it know that those things
those things that it seeks
are at the bottom
suppressed for many years
and built upon for many days
it stirs them up inside of me and with a jolt
i remember
all the pain
all the agony
all the hurt
and i am the one left in the wake of disaster
i feel like i am falling
and no one will ever catch me
like i can no longer stand up to the world
and
i crumple, defeated and broken to the floor
for the voice has one purpose and one purpose alone
i have become the victim of the voice
of the life.

translation: hindi

i'm writing in some really awesome language!! How cool!

हिणित

इ'म व्रितिंग इन सोम विएर्द लंगुअगे!! हाउ कूल!!

Building better schools one liter at a time!

i'm full of cheesy catch phrases like that because i just got back from the...

VHSL LEADERSHIP CONFERENCE!!!!!

oh it was too much fun! there were 11 of us plus four teachers who went. it was 2 days and mucho fun and me being a freshman (with kitty of course) ((we were, to say the least, the minority in the room of upperclassmen!)) i am soo going net year! i have to edit my videos and pics i made but i'll get them up as soon as i go to church this morning, take a huge nap to catch up on my lost sleep which was stolen by my bed buddy, kitty, and watch spirited away...again just b/c i LOVE it so much, and make invites with kitty to our joint b-day party! only given exclusively to the members of CASPAK!

see u all later!

uhhh

i have decided i need more space in my life- everybody (i'm not talking to anybody on here! really i'm just venting! not even u pat b/c ur never around anyway...) just needs to back up and move away because I NEED MY SPACE!!! STOP BEING SO FREAKIN CLINGY AND ANNOYING AND OH MY GOSH JUST LEAVE ME ALONE!! oh. my. life. is. a. mess. and. i. can't. seem. to. fix. it. because. im. a. big. huge. wimp. who. can't. solve. her. own. problems. no. matter. how. many. people. tell. her. what. she. needs. to. do. but. i. can. sure. tell. people. what. they. need. to. do. because. i'm. a. hypocrite. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!

oh yeah- it's been a wonderful day.

HAPPY HAPPY JOY JOY!! (whoa do u remember that bread commercial with that in it??!! so cool!! JOY JOY JOOOOYYYYYY!)

hello my people! i'm feeling the need to WRITE IT OUT! sounds like some really extra cheesy with tacos summer camp but oh well i like it! so my day was ok ya know the whole i do not want to get out of bed routine and by the time i got to school i usi
ok so i got distracted and couldn't finish! shoot me! i was talking to feaster bunny aka jeff on xfire and he just broke up with his gf (i have some theories why *hem hem*) but was so intrigued like the little gossiper i am!

I needed some change...

i went lookin for a template and here's what i found! i have another one that i like but this one is toooo cute for words...ok getting alittle to cheerleader for me! acually me and my bannan are thinking about being cheerleaders next year for a joke but u would have to kill me first!!
have to go to dance although i won't b dancing much b/c i pulled the muscle in my quad and dislocated my knee on monday so yay!!
with much luv!

so yay- here is another one! i love this! oh btw- for those who don't know me in the starboud pic i'm 2nd in from the left! luv ya

AHHHH! The day is almost over...but not quite!

i'm buying songs on itunes, making cooly slideshows, typing on my blog and watching the UNC game (they are my team and they are dying against Kansas! tear). this time of day is always therapeutic, not sure why but after a hard day's night i've been workin like a dog, it's been a hard day's night i should be sleepin like a log, but when i get home to u i find things that u do, they make me feel all right! oh um ok *clears throat with embarrassed look on face* jk! i have no embarrassment for breaking out into random song and DANCE!! i'm listening to allstar by smashmouth- one of the best one hit wonders of the 90's, ice ice babbbbby would have to be my one hit wonder favorite of all time though so there...ice ice baby too cold too cold!
so anyways...my day!!
i woke up and wasted time until the last possible min. to get ready for pavan. i finally got my shower and all that jazz, did my bun, made myself beautifully gorgeous (it took alot of work this morning ;)) put on my pink tights with my really cool scunchie leotard that makes me feel Awesome and had the tiniest breaky ever. I FELT LIKE SUCH A BUNHEAD! hehehe- i've all ways wanted to use that! (oh btw- i'm listing to how does she know from enchanted now! i love that movie...of course i do- is saw it with my other half but it was still the best. i got it for easter! :) yea- don't laugh because the easter bunny still comes to my house ok??!!) we drove an hour to get to my audition in the benz (i listened to my ipod the entire way, i was soooo nervous! ahhh!) when we got there my babe sarah was there waiting so we checked in and headed to the warm up room. wow-that sounds like some really bad 80's term eww! we waited until 12:30 for our class to start, we had a kind of workshop class for an hour so they can see how we learn and preform. we did barr exercises to warm up, jumps and turns in the center, a petite allegro in the center, across the floor with leaps and tombas, some modern routine, and a jazz combo across the floor to LOW! it wasn't as bad as i thought it was going to be and there were only 6 of us (they have auditions tomorrow too so they split in half) so there was alot of individual attention which is always good...unless u have no idea what you are doing. then we had INDIVIDUAL AUDITIONS (dun dun dun dun) i was 3rd to go and i went in and talked, answered some questions and danced. i totally blanked on one section so i just improved like i do. it was actually really FUN! so i guess i won't b doing summer swim this year... sad unless i can make time but i defiantly won't be there for the champs so idk. problems problems but i'm not that good or crucial that they really need another bad swimmer so oh well! neways- that was my day and now im hopin and prayin and wishin and thinkin that UNC will win! PLEASE!!
signing off with
APPLE BOTTOM JEANS jeans BOOTS WITH THE FUR with the fur!

J-Rad doing his best impression!

AHHHHHH!

I'M SO NERVOUS!!! GETTING READY FOR PAVAN!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHH!
WISH ME LUCK MY BABES!!! :)

hey people happy wednesday!!

i just got back from dance class and it was Amazing! as always even though my teacher drives me CRAZY...ok i might already be that way but i'm getting weirder by the second!! frodo is going to states this weekend on his clairnet which i have this theory about. all amazing clarinet players *yes this only applys to clairinet players* are guys. no matter who u know or what school ur at it's always true! just something random i've noticed!! all my running fools had a home track meet today so they were being fast and throwing hard or whatever!!
i'm going!!!