FRANTIC!!

i think i forgot over my very lazy summer that i am like the busiest person in the world and that i have absolutely no time for a life when school starts. i spent yesterday and today in a sca retreat with so many dates and things to do and plan for and be at and now i have band camp for 5 hours at 4 again, just like yesterday. and its only going to get BUSIER!!! i have to carry my schedule around with me and my planner and fill every free moment and multitask all the time and do homework in the car on the way to dance b4 it gets too dark to c like it will be when i get out of class and remembering everything i need for dance at the beginning of the day so i can leave right when i get home and making sure i have time for meetings and just being the perfect student that i am have to get a 4.2 gpa and all that jazz and its RIDICULOUS!!! it makes me tired just to think about it so this is y i have an ipod and my dance classes- except those are stressful sometimes too especially when ur teacher is like i'm gonna put u in the back where u belong even tho i'm so the best dancer there (but i'm really not coincided, promise!) so she can just GRRRRRRRR. i love summer so much and now its ending and i have to give up this amazing life i've been living for the equally amazing but dreadfully tiring life that i love oh so much!